Out wif emma n apit on sat.. since ma plan to meet up wif ehem tk kesampaian.. haisey.. went shopping at far east.. wanted to buy new jeans since i cant fit into d jeans emma bought recently.. k so hv to get one for myself coz we can no more share jeans.. walk our way to heeran.. otw saw a nice small bag.. bought it for only 10 bucks.. at heeran bought a green top. den at cenilesuire.. emma bought me a very NICE ring.. der's a gap wif a crystal in d middle.. my own engagement ring! =) it was kinda expensive for a ring lar.. but who cares. die da nk blaje. org aru dpt gaji katekn. hehe.. actaully it juz bcoz emma lost ma ring dat imran bought for me.. so i asked her if she wanna make it up to me.. hehe. den we bought 2 more tops.. one red n one dark brown. shopping spree for us 2dae.. nd to take ma mind off him oso.. den we went to book tickets for Xmen3.. Tix selling super fast sia.. in d end, we watch d 2.15am movie.. while waiting for d movie.. we went to E2max on lvl9.. since i dunno how to play games so juz surf net only. writing ma blog too. ahah! toodles.. wanna watch Xmen3 oreadi.. heard its nice.. hope it is.. =)

i has been a really long wk for me.. cant go on net.. got comp problem.. alot has bn happening diz wk.. passed my BTT test on tuesday.. took a half day leave on friday. went to BBDC to apply for my PDL.. den i booked my practical lessons.. 5 sessions at one go! dat cost me $250 topz! went to emma's graduation ceremony afta dat.. she looked gorgeous.. werk has bn ok for me.. beginning to luv ma job.. but kinda bored w/o herwan ard to talk to.. mish him lar.. niwae sat plan to meet up wif ehem got canceled.. coz he didnt msg me.. very very lame reason.. he said he wont msg me coz he wanna make me miz him lotz n lotz.. den i said.. "i dun really care.. bye." i was juz playing ard.. n furthermore i dun wanna make ma feelings for him too obvious. den he didnt msg me sia.. until i msg him y i havent hear frm him recently.. he said.. "coz u dun wan me to msg u.." i was lyk.."huh!" oookkk la.. if diz way, i wanna make him ma bf.. kinda hard sia.. ahah! nva mind.. juz frenz first.. i dun feel lyk having a bf now anyway.. juz a waste of my tym. niwae gurls.. i juz heard frm wanie dat jeff has a new gf.. amcm! gud luck to her ehk =P

ring ring.. my hp rings.. k k datz not d ringtone..
private call.. so i juz picked up d fone..
den d other end SINGS..
"bila kau senyum, ku gembira.."
"bila kau sedih, ku menangis.."
i FREAKED out! i ended d call immediately..
wth sia.. crazy or wat diz guy..
but his voice sounds lyk imran's.. my ex..
but cannot assume anitin..
he called again twice.. did i picked up d fone?
NNOO! rejected d call..

longin for ur sms in my fone..
kept thnkin of ya at werk..
miz ya lotz..
but i hv diz feelin dat u'r keepin ur distance frm me..
my mistake..
shldn't hv told ya dat i lyk ya..
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Boy, boy I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby boy I want you to know
I'm watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

went to d HR dept.. to edit my contract..
my OT rate is different now.. from $7 to $6 per hr.. coz my pay is lower den $1450..
ok dun mind bout dat part..
den i found out somethng not soo interesting bout being a scholar n being under bond wif a company..
if u'r a scholar.. u'r being kinda underpaid den d rest of ur collueges dat r not a scholar..
even a bangladeshi starting frm a trademan on d yard, den transfered to engineering dept afta 2 yrs of werkin is being paid reasonably well compared to me!
he's paid MORE den me.. imagine dat! itz not fair leh..
i mean we scholars shld be equally treated la..
if i knew bout diz.. certainly i dun wan to be under bond..
i'll rather do d hard way of finding a job.. sendin resumes, go for interviewz..
in d end, u'll still be paid betta ryte..
hello.. difference btw me n my fren w/o bond is $200 leh..
in one yr.. d diff wld be $2400!! imagine dat in ur savings!
damn it la..
fucking scholarship!
gonna b stuck being here for whole 3 yrs!